// All I can do now//
It’s killing me inside again. I just don’t show it to everyone. I like you but you like someone else. I said I already moved on but deep inside I still love you. I’m so stupid to fall inlove with my boy bestfriend. I just can’t accept the fact that I fall for you. You hurt me many times but I still forgive you. Here I am crying again every night, hoping that I can forget you easily. I wish I have amnesia so that I can’t remember you. This pain is killing me. I wish I have an especial power to delete bad memories especially you. Seeing you talking to her and laughing with her in corridors kills me inside. You don’t know how I feel, inside me its breaking my heart into pieces. I know I have no rights to complain because I’m just your friend who’s madly inlove with you. You love her and that’s all. I just have to accept the fact that you’re my bestfriend and I am your Girl besfriend and we are not compatible with each other. Just accepting the fact is all I can do now.